First time- meraban la aku nanti

Malam ni... aku akan bertolak ke Dubai (DXB) to attend a conference.
I will be away from Lil Adib for the very first time   T-T
Biasanya just a few hours masa kerja, tapi kali ni..dah la lama, siap bermalam...jauh pulak tu.

I still remember the feelings when I had to be away from 8-m.o Lil Adam then (read here)
Memang sedih. That's the love bond created bila BF kan?

Nak kata aku poyo, kata la.
Sebab my kids are not used to drinking FM.
My parents and in-laws dok jauh. Kalau diorang dekat pun, tak tentu aku akan lambakkan anak-anak aku kat rumah diorang.
Aku takde maid, dan kalau ada pun..belum tentu aku nak bagi maid tu gantikan 'tempat aku'.

Malam esok, mesti aku rindu Cikebonbon bermata Puss-in-Boots tu masa membon-bon.

Mesti terbayang Lil Adam's cheekiness yang kuat menyakat tu.



Berbakul-bakul aku pesan kat MrHubby.

• Make sure anak makan on time.
• Tu baju anak semua dah pack cukup untuk bla..bla...
• Tengok sama masa diorang kat bilik air.
• Jangan lupa bekalkan EBM untuk Lil Adib ke nursery.

...sampai dia kata "Sayang nak gi 3hari je, bukan 3 tahun pun... Pandai-pandai la Abang nanti"
Ehehehe.
:P

I definitely gonna miss my boys sampai akan mengelat balik awal dari conference, because I wanna be with them on his FIRST birthday. Kalau dah birthday yang keberapa-berapa tu, maybe la boleh buat derk lagi.
Tapi kalau boleh, aku nak la berada di sisi diorang every year they celebrate their birthdays. I want them to appreciate the day they came out of my womb, sebagai tanda kasih sayang aku.

Aku dulu jangankan merasa party-party ni, birthday pun takde sapa kesah nak wish dalam family. Until we grew older bigger.

Nak balik awal tu kebetulan jugak la.. Flight MAS takde everyday to and fro DXB,
and if I were to wait any further, the ticket's price gonna double. So toksah dok gatai nak stay lama-lama.
Dapat grant from the uni pun cukup-cukup jer.

So my dear boys (plus my man), take care tau.
I'm gonna miss you BEARy much XOXOXOXOX

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