Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The reason

Him
Yes, he was the reason I cried this morning.

Pagi tadi when I sent Lil Adam to the taska, I spent a few mins to make sure that he's okay. I brought him upstairs to the Toddler's Room but as I closed the door, I heard some kids crying... x sure la suara anak orang ke anak sendiri, but I guess my munchkin must be one of them.

gambar ni diambil masa survey taska aritu. takkan la sedih2 tadi aku sempat snap gambar!

I called MrHubby and told him how I felt.
He reminded me of how sad I was masa hari pertama hantar dia ke sitter (lepas maternity leave 2bulan) dulu. Walaupun mulanya aku risau takut-takut Lil Adam nangis, eventually aku yang tersedu-sedan as I got into the car.

Then, I went to the clinic. Dr Supiah pelik sebab dia ingat aku sedih sebab something happened to the little lump- rupanya aku nangis pasal Lil Adam. Hehe...

Anyway, kuar dari klinik... MC lagi! But still I drop by at the office to print out something urgent and pay the bills. I promised to behave this time. No more housechores (jangan la ada tetamu pulak nak datang!) Lepas lunch dengan Winie, terus balik. Tu pun sampai rumah dah dekat pukul 2.

Okaylah korang, before I try to doze off, ni la rupa kat dalam taska Lil Adam.













Haih...dah tengok ni, rasa ketaq pulak nak fetch anak bujang sorang tu.
Sabar...sabar...
Japgi kol 4 lebih gitu, dah nak amik dah. I should take the opportunity to rest. Bye peeps!

13 comments:

  1. Huhhu...I know how u feel :9 Tmbh tgh pegnant ni,lagi la fragile je! My little lump ni lately bikin risau laa :( try not to bother much...dia kdg2 gerak, kdg2 senyap je!

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  2. cantik, kemas, teratur.. plus byk mainan, sure Adam dpt adapt dgn cepat..
    btw, u check tak tempat derang letak pampers, beg anak kita, towel.. ? especially towel la.. kena pantau jugak.. kang disepuh2 je kang..
    p/s: bukan nak menakutkan u tau.. tp ni antara benda yg i survey masa tgk school tuk anak i..
    p/s/s: pls take care of yourself!

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  3. beb, sampai demam2 hantar adam ek? ko terima jelah hakikat yang anak ko dah bujang okeh! dah jgn nak sedey2 jap lagi dia balik la tu kan.

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  4. isabelle :
    i pun sedih jugak! huwaaaaa!!! camane nih???? hopefully adam will be fine kay... i doakan utk adam. amin....

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  5. Jgn sedih². Cantik taska adam, kemas & tersusun.

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  6. salzahari,
    u x kena kira berapa kali pergerakan dia ke daily. i bosan betul kena buat aktiviti tu dulu. haha

    i_sofia,
    tmpt2 brg2 tu i ada gak tengok. tapi sbb x ramai kids lagi kat situ, masih ok la berbanding dgn branch lg 1.tq ye..i will take care of myself this time.hehe

    ciklilyputih,
    xsangka pulak aku leh jadi se'motherly' nie.hehe
    tunggu la bila ko jadi mak nanti.

    fizamior,
    aminnn..
    u doakan ye. bukan org lain, calon menantu u jugak.keke

    fiza,
    hehe.sbb tu la i terpedaya nak hntr adam ke situ :P

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  7. salzahari,
    u x kena kira berapa kali pergerakan dia ke daily. i bosan betul kena buat aktiviti tu dulu. haha

    i_sofia,
    tmpt2 brg2 tu i ada gak tengok. tapi sbb x ramai kids lagi kat situ, masih ok la berbanding dgn branch lg 1.tq ye..i will take care of myself this time.hehe

    ciklilyputih,
    xsangka pulak aku leh jadi se'motherly' nie.hehe
    tunggu la bila ko jadi mak nanti.

    fizamior,
    aminnn..
    u doakan ye. bukan org lain, calon menantu u jugak.keke

    fiza,
    hehe.sbb tu la i terpedaya nak hntr adam ke situ :P

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  8. heheh hati mom mmg cepat tersentuh kan? especially bila mau hantar anak utk kali pertama...relax beb, i paham..i tgk nursery tu quite ok..so dun think too much ok..lg setengah jam nk kul 4..jp lg u p amik dia ek =)

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  9. i think the key to do it without much adegan air mata is to hug, kiss and then leave cpt2. easier said than done!

    i sbnarnya pon risau jgk utk aisyah ni. last month kitaorg hntr dia sesi ptg, this month nak test pg plak. masa hntr ptg, both me and hubs pegi hntr, so kalo dia nanges n i sedih, hubs akan remind that it's for her own good, utk train dia jd independent, so i normally feel better after a few minutes. and we weren't really in a rush in the afternoon, so hntr lambat2 sket pon x pe.

    ni sesi pg, i hntr sorg sbb hubs keja, dgn terkejar2 nya, i dont know la. but i guess kalo dah terkejar2 tu, x dpt nak pikir lama2 la kan psl anak nangis. i hope we haven't upset her by changing it to morning, just as she was getting used to the afternoon routine huhu. smg kita berdua tabah la Is huhuhu (tgk2 esok lusa I plak yg blog psl sedih tggalkan aisyah sesi pg!)

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  10. bersih dan kemas taska tu ek!!

    beb jgn emo2.. tak baik tuk kesihatan. cewah pandai i ckp kan?? tak kene kat btg idung bule la heheheh

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  11. faham2...with your state lagi memang emotional outburst tu..hehehe..take care ya babe..takmo sedey2..

    P/S : Ini kalo antor adam gi nikah camnolah agaknyer...

    ekekeke..jangan mare, gurau2 kasi u heppy sikit

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  12. ELIZA,
    ermmm...
    sbnrnya i sendiri x sangka i emo mcm ni, sbb ikutkan i garang mcm singa.hehe

    oyis,
    kesian u terkejar2. xpe la, nnt tukar tu, u bgtau la aisyah why. dia faham x faham, blkg citer..janji kita citer.

    elyn,
    bukan mslh kena batang hidung x.masa emo kan kita x rasional..so, soothing words from frens la yg mendamaikan. cewahhh

    hanz,
    hahaha. lawak la u ni...i really took ur words seriously (tgh berfikir how would it be)

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  13. lama2 nanti oklah...me pun mcm u jugak belle masa antar my zharfan ke nursery UIA...me sedih bila dia nangis (masa 1st week) then lps tu dia pulak suka nak pegi nursery :)

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