A letter to my little angel 2

Sayang Mama,

By the time I am writing this, u are already 5mths or so in my womb. I could feel u flutterin' and kickin' at times.
Abang Adam has been calling u 'Adik ****'. He must be eager as I am to see his little sister, despite his reluctancy to have one in the early months (before I was confirmed +ve).
Kalau dulu, bila tanya "Adam nak adik tak?"... dia jawab firmly "Tak nak."

Tapi sekarang, sikit-sikit, "Adik ****"
He will give a kiss on my tummy. Kadang-kadang tak payah minta pun, dia akan selak baju Mama untuk kiss adik dia. Sayang betul dia kat adik dia.
Mama harap the bond between u will be strong forever. Jangan esok-esok dah besar asyik gaduh pulak.


Pening kepala Mama & Ayah.
What if ur sex is the opposite of the name he's been calling u?
Mesti jenuh nak ajar dia sebut nama lain pulak :P

Sama macam masa Abang Adam dulu... Mama wonder, how would u look like?

• Setambun dengan pipi labuh macam Abang Adam ke?
• Notty (kuat menyakat) yet adorable macam Abang ke?
• Ke sebijik macam Ayah?

If u are a girl, entah-entah macam gambar atas nie (kes pedajal Abang Adam dulu)... elok la ikut Ayah. Penyabar.
Bukan la Mama nak kata Abang Adam tu x elok, cuma bad temper Mama tu is better not inherited by any of my kids, x kira boys or girls.


Hmmm... Rasa macam nak go against my principle je, to go for a 4D scan. Just to verify the sex. Teeeheee.
Tapi as I have always said, bagi Mama tu keje bodo je. Buat apa sibuk2 nak tengok rupa baby tu? Nanti dah lahir, tengok la.
What? Kalo nampak it's not the prefered sex, ada cleft or so... takkan nak abort pulak?

So, takpelah... I better stick to my cheap principle. Setakat ni dah 2X scan, rasanya macam dah boleh usyar-usyar la baju pink atau biru. (syyyy...)

Mudah-mudahan Allah swt permudahkan urusan Mama melahirkan dan membesarkan Sayang Mama nanti. Susah senang Mama nak lahirkan Sayang Mama has nothing to do with doa orang-perasan-keramat atau sumpahan sesiapa pun sebab Mama percaya semua kuasa di tangan Allah.
Sekalipun kalau Mama mati atau bertarung nyawa untuk Sayang Mama melihat dunia, Mama redha kerana itu semua atas izin Allah swt.